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Friday, April 30, 2010 ;



Went to school as usual, at about 7.30 am.
I thought i was late, but i'm not. Hehs.
Today Mr Sim didn't came to day again. So our CA took over his CMB lessons again.
But okae lur, today never fall asleep in her class.
Sat at the same place, very cold cannnnnn. Though you can't deny it's good to be in an aircon room.
But it's really cold. When we're doing group work, we move over to the other corner, cause it's warmer there. LOL.
Till 10 am+, it was BE lessons already. So it's time for test! O:
The est last about 30mins or so. After which, teacher let us check our answers.
I got 1 wrong for my multiple choice, but for the essay.. gone case already. LOL.
Confirm fail already. Like for each essay question, i only wrote about one paragraph, omgee. LOL.
Oh, teacher let us go off early today! about 11.30 am! Hoorayyyyy. :x
Texted mei telling her that i've ended my school hours.
But, she's still waiting for bus, yayapapayaaaaa! :@
So walked with my friends to j8, trying to decide what to eat for lunch.
Then mei texted me saying that she had reached. o.o
I replied asking where's she, suddenly there was someone tapping my shoulder. o.o!
Turned around, and found that it was mei tapping me. LOL. Scare mee. Boooooos!
We all had mac for lunch together. After lunch, slack awhile, chi chat.
Then they all went off for home already, while mei and me went to the library.
Was supposed to teach her on her maths, but she got somethings to tell me.
So i asked her what she was going to say, or what she wanted to say.
Chat&chat&chat, talk&talk&talk.
And yeah, for somethings i heard, i got pissed off. >.>
She was pissed off too. Like end up we've no mood, somehow.
She said tomorrow then teach her, cause now also no mood to study already, so yeah.
Around 2 pm+, we both went back to j8, find her kor and gan jie.
But her gan jie need to go off lur, and mei's following them, so i went home first.
Was texting ppl, including mei ofcourse.
Thinking about that issue now, making me no mood, somehow. Boos.
So going to meet mei tomorrow, to teach her maths.
Tata .

About that issue, i thought it had ended somehow, but it hasn't. In the first place, you all were like blaming me. Now you're trying to like blame it all on mei!? Your IP address has already been checked and it was found that it tallies with the screen shots, the timings and stuffs. So end up, it was really ACTUALLY you who'd did this. Why? Just to revenge for what i've done? Like i go cpl that guy from my fam? Thought i had explain to you about the 'misunderstanding' already? Or maybe you just apologise for the sake of apologising, just because you don't want to apologise as to you, i'm still the one who'd done wrong? You told me to go cpl if i wanted to, and yeah, i knew you would feel that way, but have you ever thought that i would actually be angry or something? NO. I doubt so. After i cpl-ed that guy, i offed already. I even give a thought about it, of breaking with him, for the sake of you. Then i was told by mei, you wanted to break with me, so end up i never go tell him that i wanted to break cpl. Few days later, mei told me that you wanted to break cause you wanted to settle things between with KMK first, then MAYBE we get back together again. Till today, i was told that the actual reason you wanted to break is cause you've had fallen for someone else, liked another girl. If you want to break cause of another girl, just tell me straight. Why make things so difficult&complicated? Like another girl for long already, want to be with her? Just tell me straight can't you!? Then i'll let you go, isn't it simple enough? And i was also told that, even if we really get back together again that time, it was just for your revenge. Seriously, if i'm really that kind of person like flirter or hongster, i would have like cpled with moca long ago! Like why i would still even tell him that i'm not finding cpl, just for the sake of you!? Like what mei've told me, you wouldn't need to know the whole story. Cause you wouldn't even listen, trust or even believe. What for? To think that you actually said explaining the misunderstanding was IMPORTANT for you. But i guess, it's not. And for your friend, she doen't even KNOW me, what for she judge me that way to you? And you even actually believed her. And you were the one who'd act as mei and told her that i'm the one who was finding trouble for her? Joke!? Sorry, it ain't funny. Or just to make all of them judge me that way, when they don't even know me, or just to even make them hate me? Seriously. And like you even told mei that you've actually ASKED me for another chance? Oh please, thats a freaking LIE. Ask yourself, did you even ASKED? Did i even SAY that i don't like you or whatever it is? NO. NO & NO. And you now still want to find my cpl, just because you still not happy or what, because that HE come cpl me, if not we're still together? To even tell you the truth, My cpl & me didn't even talk bad about YOU. You & your friends don't believe me, forget it. What's the truth i know. What you've done, YOU should know better. All i can say now is that my cpl is really innocent. Tired of explaining the whole story or whatever already, cause it's really NO POINT and you all DON'T even believe or trust what i say. Don't believe? Don't trust my words? Think that i'm lying to you all? Insist on thinking i'm that kind of person? THEN DON'T BOTHER ASKING FOR THE TRUTH. Want scold or want say it's all my fault? Just text or what and tell me. Don't pull my cpl in or don't even need to find my cpl. And because of this whole thing/issue, it somehow made me realise one thing - Maybe not breaking with that guy was the right choice i've made. Maybe i shouldn't be regretting about this decision and be happy about it. Or be even proud of myself for making this right choice in choosing that guy.


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