Went to school as usual, at about 7.30 am.
I thought i was late, but i'm not. Hehs.
Today Mr Sim didn't came to day again. So our CA took over his CMB lessons again.
But okae lur, today never fall asleep in her class.
Sat at the same place, very cold cannnnnn. Though you can't deny it's good to be in an aircon room.
But it's really cold. When we're doing group work, we move over to the other corner, cause it's warmer there. LOL.
Till 10 am+, it was BE lessons already. So it's time for test! O:
The est last about 30mins or so. After which, teacher let us check our answers.
I got 1 wrong for my multiple choice, but for the essay.. gone case already. LOL.
Confirm fail already. Like for each essay question, i only wrote about one paragraph, omgee. LOL.
Oh, teacher let us go off early today! about 11.30 am! Hoorayyyyy. :x
Texted mei telling her that i've ended my school hours.
But, she's still waiting for bus, yayapapayaaaaa! :@
So walked with my friends to j8, trying to decide what to eat for lunch.
Then mei texted me saying that she had reached. o.o
I replied asking where's she, suddenly there was someone tapping my shoulder. o.o!
Turned around, and found that it was mei tapping me. LOL. Scare mee. Boooooos!
We all had mac for lunch together. After lunch, slack awhile, chi chat.
Then they all went off for home already, while mei and me went to the library.
Was supposed to teach her on her maths, but she got somethings to tell me.
So i asked her what she was going to say, or what she wanted to say.
Chat&chat&chat, talk&talk&talk.
And yeah, for somethings i heard, i got pissed off. >.>
She was pissed off too. Like end up we've no mood, somehow.
She said tomorrow then teach her, cause now also no mood to study already, so yeah.
Around 2 pm+, we both went back to j8, find her kor and gan jie.
But her gan jie need to go off lur, and mei's following them, so i went home first.
Was texting ppl, including mei ofcourse.
Thinking about that issue now, making me no mood, somehow. Boos.
So going to meet mei tomorrow, to teach her maths.
Tata .

About that issue, i thought it had ended somehow, but it hasn't. In the first place, you all were like blaming me. Now you're trying to like blame it all on mei!? Your IP address has already been checked and it was found that it tallies with the screen shots, the timings and stuffs. So end up, it was really ACTUALLY you who'd did this. Why? Just to revenge for what i've done? Like i go cpl that guy from my fam? Thought i had explain to you about the 'misunderstanding' already? Or maybe you just apologise for the sake of apologising, just because you don't want to apologise as to you, i'm still the one who'd done wrong? You told me to go cpl if i wanted to, and yeah, i knew you would feel that way, but have you ever thought that i would actually be angry or something? NO. I doubt so. After i cpl-ed that guy, i offed already. I even give a thought about it, of breaking with him, for the sake of you. Then i was told by mei, you wanted to break with me, so end up i never go tell him that i wanted to break cpl. Few days later, mei told me that you wanted to break cause you wanted to settle things between with KMK first, then MAYBE we get back together again. Till today, i was told that the actual reason you wanted to break is cause you've had fallen for someone else, liked another girl. If you want to break cause of another girl, just tell me straight. Why make things so difficult&complicated? Like another girl for long already, want to be with her? Just tell me straight can't you!? Then i'll let you go, isn't it simple enough? And i was also told that, even if we really get back together again that time, it was just for your revenge. Seriously, if i'm really that kind of person like flirter or hongster, i would have like cpled with moca long ago! Like why i would still even tell him that i'm not finding cpl, just for the sake of you!? Like what mei've told me, you wouldn't need to know the whole story. Cause you wouldn't even listen, trust or even believe. What for? To think that you actually said explaining the misunderstanding was IMPORTANT for you. But i guess, it's not. And for your friend, she doen't even KNOW me, what for she judge me that way to you? And you even actually believed her. And you were the one who'd act as mei and told her that i'm the one who was finding trouble for her? Joke!? Sorry, it ain't funny. Or just to make all of them judge me that way, when they don't even know me, or just to even make them hate me? Seriously. And like you even told mei that you've actually ASKED me for another chance? Oh please, thats a freaking LIE. Ask yourself, did you even ASKED? Did i even SAY that i don't like you or whatever it is? NO. NO & NO. And you now still want to find my cpl, just because you still not happy or what, because that HE come cpl me, if not we're still together? To even tell you the truth, My cpl & me didn't even talk bad about YOU. You & your friends don't believe me, forget it. What's the truth i know. What you've done, YOU should know better. All i can say now is that my cpl is really innocent. Tired of explaining the whole story or whatever already, cause it's really NO POINT and you all DON'T even believe or trust what i say. Don't believe? Don't trust my words? Think that i'm lying to you all? Insist on thinking i'm that kind of person? THEN DON'T BOTHER ASKING FOR THE TRUTH. Want scold or want say it's all my fault? Just text or what and tell me. Don't pull my cpl in or don't even need to find my cpl. And because of this whole thing/issue, it somehow made me realise one thing - Maybe not breaking with that guy was the right choice i've made. Maybe i shouldn't be regretting about this decision and be happy about it. Or be even proud of myself for making this right choice in choosing that guy.

Its like.. third of school already i think.
Yesterday after SW lesson, the upper arms are like sore lor. ):
And i don't know why, now my hand still hurt, like the pain came from the muscle from my hand.
Very pain leh, no idea why either. :/
Hand very painnnnn! Rhaws! :@
And i feel like banging the wall. Looool. The poa.. omgee laaa. @.@
I'm like still blur about it. Even now my homework, i also not really sure how to do.
In fact, i'm already stuck. LOL. D:
Not totally stuck in all the things thought lur, but yea, somehow stuck. :/
Oh and tomorrow still got test. GOT TEST ALREADY LEH! LOL. O:
BE test! Omgeee. It's said that there's gonna be essay writing too! Omgeeeee. Hoseh already. LOL.
Tomorrow after school gonna meet mei, teach her maths? o.o .
LOL. She say maybe science too. O:
OH wells, Tata!

Heyooooooooooooooooooos C:
This week was quite a slacking week, as in for school days.
Cause our teachers like keep mc, or on course.
So its like we keep end early or we start class at a later time.
Even if there's lessons, but still not alot, as in like still quite slack, somehow.
But still, ofcause theres homework to do lur, or assignments.
But i think next week will not be this slack or what lur.
And now i'm back with my short hair. ):
Went to trim/cut my hair today. Hope to grow my long hair ):



Seeeee, short hair. D:
But nevermind, i shall wait for my hair to grow long, which is like.. so longgggggg! ):
School starting tomorrow lur. Need wake up early again. Yawns.
I wonder huisian finish the powerpoint already, cause just now sent her, which i've done halfway.
But she say she's gonna add two more slide only, so should be finishing, i guess? o:
Tataaaaaaa.

It's friday, and the end to my first week of school.
Started off with CME in the morning, for 2hrs, no wait it's lesser than 2hrs, to be exact.
Cause the teacher was late, loool.
He talk to us quite alot i think. Afterwards he went to take our notes for us.
Then we all used the compy. Can't use internet, craps. :/
So what i do? Played mine sweeper, hooray. LOL.
Don't know whats the temperature of the aircon, so coldddddddddd.
I'm like freezing there, like under the aircon. :@!
After awhile, teacher was back. Distributed the notes to us.
Then it was end of his lessons. o.o
Then waited for our BE teacher.
The starting part, when he was talking, my eyes feel like closing. LOL.
Omgee. But luckily i never fell asleep lur.
After which we were put into groups for some discussion.
We keep down there laugh&laugh. LOL.
Then talk till bigbang, which was like so rdm. LOL.
Huixian was like pek chek or something, cause we kept on laughing. Looooool.
Was released early today, about 11.30am.
So MingLin, HuiXian, Tricia and me headed to j8 mac for lunch.
Saw our other classmates too.
Then alvin and others came by after we had finish eating.
Then we started laughing and crapping after he went off.
Cause he asked tricia things, then went off.
We were thinking what will happen next mon. Then we laughed. LOLL.
Awhile later, we went home already.
Reached home about 1pm i guess?
I think this week was the first week of school, so teachers didn't really teach or so.
But i think from next week onwards, it'll be more intense? o.o
Like maybe more things to do, assignments and stuffs.
Blahs, tata.

It's been forth day of school already.
Today was like another 'orientation day'.
Morning we had a talk by director of business from our own school.
Till about 9am, then went for LPD.
Was release for break at around 10am.
Then went out of school to had breakfast at mac with tricia.
Actually is also cause she wanted to eat mac.
Then accompany her to walk around, to search for stickers. o.o
Then kinda 'rushed' back to school, nearly late. Phew.
Then gathered at the foyer, took attendance.
Awhile later, took board the bus and headed to macperson ITE for our cca talk.
Before the talk, we toured around the foyer or macperson ITE for the ccas.
There's quite alot ba, then got one guy approached us.
He passed me one piece of paper on taekwondo, (don't know how spell. LOL.
Then he say can go join because of the cca or join because of him. Omgee, LOLL. Laughs.
But i'm not sure of joining which cca lur, eks. :/
After awhile, went up to the hall for the talk.
After the talk, there was performances by students from various cca, mostly were dance groups.
When it was indian dance, other ppl were like cheering for them. LOL.
Then there was latin dance too.
The last one was lion dance. o:
It ended about 2pm. Outside of the hall was like jam with ppl, congested traffic.
Then went home straight. Sians, still don't know what cca to get in to. :/
Tomorrow there's only 4hrs of lessons according to the timetable given.
I wonder what's CME about, ohblahs, tomorrow go school and find out. LOL.
Tata.

12 April,
It's 12april! So today was the first day of school. In new school in fact.
New, school, new environment, new classmates, new teachers and so on.
Today is orientation day, so yea.
Gathered at the foyer this morning. So damn lots of people, which most are in accounting. LOL.
We sat there like for quite long, and we were all sweating like hell. Eks.
There's like BLs leading each class. Hmmms, my class quite okay lur.
Then those noraml orientation activities like those games.
Like ice breaking, etc.
Then in some of the games, end up some sabo each other. LOL.
After games was.. school tour o.o
The stairs, which mostly were made of metals, were unstable. We scare later drop down. LOL.
Rhy say will see his brother, where have lor. Bluff me. Eks.
Today end around 3, yea 3. First day in school was quite okay lur.
But the weather really sucks. Damn hot can. LOL.
And worst thing is my leg got bubble/blister, don't know why. So pain can. >.>
D: ! Oh and i did text yiping baobeii today in school, like i've promised her. Haas.
And we were like complaining about the games. LOL. :x
Oh and, we were told that next day's still orientation day. Eks.
Oh blahs, bored.

13 April,
Second day of orientation. Hmmms, okaeokae lur.
And today got like so called 'PE' kind of activity.
Played dog&bone, etc. (Forgot other game's names :x)
Got one we must like hold the hands of the people opposite us.
Thats like so called worst for my group, though kinda fun. o:
It's like all tangled together, can't untangle. Even the bls say our's too complicated already. LOL.
But end up the bls say nevermind, just end that game. o:
Maybe they scared that we're gonna take forever to untangle ourselves. LOL.
Hmmms, then we got out timetables today too.
Our class's CA is teaching us OA.
She said tomorrow then go by normal timetable. o.o
Today went home around 4pm+. o:
Went home, bathed, then went to wash my school uni and p.e t-shirt.
Tomorrow still got SW/PE. o:
Hope it drys by tomorrow. :/

Today,
Today went to school according to the timetable.
8am start, omgee. So sleepy. :/
Then still need to cramp with ppl in the mrt to school. Sians.
Reached school about 8am or so. Late by few minutes i think.
First period was OA. Did our first assignment too.
After OA, went for SW. But today was just like briefing or what only.
And the teacher let us off 1hr earlier. So end up we had 2hrs of break. LOL.
Don't know what to do either. After awhile went to change back to school uni.
Then went into library, but saw alvin. Then tricia said go out. So went out. LOL.
Then went to sit down at somewhere, chatted with some other classmates.
After awhile, another two guys join. o.o
That weixiong says he don't like gay. Then say till what if a gay touch his pigu, he wack him. LOLLL.
Then chat&chat till about 1pm, or before 1pm, then went back to class.
It was time for BE. o.o
The teacher said BE is like the subject which students can't do well in.
When we got our notes,etc , i know why already.
It's like dictionary la! Must memorise definition somemore. LOL. Eks.
No wonder, so theory based, that students can't do well. You know you know. LOL.
Was texting crystal in class.. Sigh.
After BE, was AgF, which was the last lesson of the day.
The teacher asked 2 students to get the notes for us.
After she talk&talk, then realise we've gotten wrong set of notes.
Cause the one we got was for Business studies (Administration).
Then end up pass back the notes. LOL.
Oh and! We were release 1hr ealier. So end up ending school at 3pm! Instead of 4pm.
Omgeeee, not bad lur. LOL.
Hmms, tomorrow need reached earlier in the morning.
There's a talk tomorrow in the morning, by some director on business i think.
Till 11.15am, we need to head for macperson ITE.
It's for the cca thing, cause they want us to choose cca. o:
I don't even know which to go lor. Eks. :/
Maybe see tomorrow how.
Still don't know what to reply her.. sigh.. Like why it had to turn out like this.
And mei's that issue haven't clear, somehow. Both issues like getting complicated. :/
Sigh.. Very luan. >.>
Texting mei too, and she told me something.. hais ._.
Really question marks. :/

What should i do.. I really don't know.

Quite long didn't post i guess. o:
Few days ago, or was it last week, mei told me something.
Which make me realise something, and it was like a big big misunderstanding.
But maybe like what she said, no point already.
If the truth was told, he might not even care either.
Or maybe he wouldn't even listen to it anyway.
But if the truth was told, will it end up in this state?
In which i doubt it will turn out any better though.
I don't even know why you end up listening to someone else, than me.
They say thing about me, yet you believed them instead. Sigh.
Now whatever you all think about me, i wouldn't want care anymore.
I'm just simply who i am, you don't know me, don't think about judging me, cause you ain't any better.
And also cause i might not be whom you'll thought i was.
Don't know why i'm still pondering over this matter, stupid me.
Wonder even why things have to get into such complicated state when it looks so simple on the outside.
What a misunderstading, what a mess.
Today's already 11th of april. Which also means the last day of my holidays. ):
Tomorrow will be the day i'm going to school again. 1st day in a new school in fact.
But tomorrow's gonna be boring i bet! It's orientation programme, crap! ):
Yiping baobeii told me it's on some teaching talk thing, omgeeee. Ee.
It's gonna end around 3pm or so, stated on the blue paper.
Craps, i'm like still on holiday mood, kinda. LOL. Omgee :x
Toodles~

Things that i might want to say, seems to be better off kept unsaid. Even if the truth was told, will there be any change? I doubt so. Maybe it's really not important already.

Today went to Neo's bbq.
Reached there about 4pm+ or 5pm, they rushing us mei&me.
But i thought they say start at 5pm+, oh well. Rushed there.
When we reached, we only saw a few ppl, i thought there would be like alot.
Saw Dora, Emon, Fade, SJ & Xiaoguaa.
Emon was trying to start the fire, like under the rain. oo.
After awhile, got fire already. Emon bbq food for us. o:
He was like holding one umbrella and bbq-ing.
Got smoke come out from the umbrella. LOL.
Ate fried bee hoon that was cooked by dora too.
Thanks dora for the fried beehoon & emon for bbq-ing food for us too. [:!
Oh, emerlyn called mei. But she like never talk de. ):
Mei pass around the hp. LOL. Then like take turn to talk to her.
But her reply only like "Huh?" , " Mm.", "Hello.". >.> . LOLL.
Damn funny, we all down there laugh&laugh. Loooool, madzxc. :x
Then later sat down at the bench there.
Was talking to one little boy, but i don't know his name. LOL. :@
Then fade say mei, me and that boy very tan de lai, wtfiak. LOL. Eks.
Then was like chatting with that little boy for awhile.
Oh, then after that chatted with mei. Talked alot though.. ;sigh.
Then got some ppl came, don't know who either. o.o
Then around 9pm+ ppl start leaving already.
Chatted with emon too. Then waiting for the leewan to come. He end work at 10pm+.
That fade keep chao to see him, cause he miss him, awww. LOL.
They horh, more likely is that fade, gay manzxc. LOL.
Then sit there talk talk, chit chat.
Later chatted with fade. Also talk quite alot. Looool.
Then mei keep tell me his ahgong rushed her to go home on comp to go his wedding..
But actually up to her lur, blahs.
Chatted till about 10.30pm+, mei&me went off first.
She said her uncle going reached already. So end up take cab.
Take cab sent her to punggol plaza first, then i went back home.
That taxi uncle don't know how to go. >.>
Then we sit in the cab go in rounds. Awhile then reach punggol plaza. LOL
Then i take that cab back home, but tell the uncle how go also.
If not he keep press the don't know what thing to find that place, till dk when then can reach home. LOL.
When i reached home, mei told me she reaching too. o.o!
She said her uncle drive at speed of 140. Omt. LOL.
Then i told her later you fly then you know. Laughs.
Then she replied saying that she believe she can fly. Wtfiak. LOL.
Fly ni de tou, eks!
Today quite okae ba, had fun&laughter too.
Though chatting with mei, hearing about some things then.. you know. Lol.
Oh blahs, tata.