Sunday, August 16, 2009 ; ♥
Today went for tution at 3pm.
It ended at 5.30pm o.o
We were having oral practice. It was quite fun actually. Haas.
There are 7 people in class today. So the teacher go by the order of drawing lots.
Well, it's fair too. The number you've chosen will show when is ur turn.
I'm number 4 in sequence o.o
Then got one guy, he's number 2, he keep " Whats'up , whats'up!" LOLL.
Then the whole class keep laugh. LOL. Hahas.
Went home, on9 audi. Pei-ed aiai audi. Accompanied her to find cpl.
She said that she's goinf off at 7. O:
Pei her till she off-ed. Played till 8pm+ then went to cook maggie mee for my dnner.
After cooking, went on9 in msn. Messaged aiai while i was eating.
Then she sned me one message which shocked me and was unexpected somehow.
When i saw that message, i was like.. speechless.
I replied aiai with a very long message. O:
I'm sorry if i've direct my anger to you aiai. :/
But, it's just.. hais.. I cried. ._.
Ended up having no appetite to finish up my food, so i just threw the leftovers away.
Left a little bit anyway. Then wash up the bowls and utensils.
In msn, my fren saw my pm, so ask me what happen. So i tell him what happen.
He tried to cheer me up. Haas. Ty [:
Latr around 10.40pm, i went to audi.
Aiai keep me accompanied by messaging me. She tried to cheer me up. Thanks aiai. [:
She say she'll be on9 after watching the show, so i play and wait for her to on9.
She on9 at around 12.30am+, lol. :@
Then we play together. :D
But she 1pm+ off le, saying that she'll wait for her father to sleep first. :/
So i played alone in the room. Around 2pm, got one guy pm me.
He asked was i emoing? Cos i was playing alone in the room, with that room title.
I told him that that room is my fren make de, but she off-ed already.
And i say yea i emoing. I asked u wan pei me ah? LOL.
Then he say he don't mind. He don't mind being my listening ears. o.o
Then i say anything. He asked me to add his msn.
So we both went to chat in msn instead, while i'm waiting for aiai's reply.
Haven't chat much, i off computer alr. O:
Aiai haven't reply :/
So i went off to sleep first. Ps. :/
I really don't want this to happen. But, it happens again. And.. worst?
Whyyyy? Am i like ur toy or wad? For u to toy with me, my feelings?
Is that really a fun thing to do? I have no idea what you're thinking.
Seriously, alot of thoughts went through my mind. Questioning myself too.
Did i do something wrong? Or you just plainly take me for granted.
And, is your fone really spoiled or you don't want to talk to me? I have no idea.
Are you like.. lying? Seriously, are you? But.. why?
Hais, are you playing with my feelings? If you are, do you know it hurts?
I thought mei say that you're a good guy, very nice all that. Is that really true?
Or are you just trying to put up a fake image infront of me. I really don't know.
Tell me what's wrong will you?
When mei tell aiai to ask me find another guy, i was very hurt and sad you know?
Hais. I don't know already. Sad, angry and confuse.
I miss you, really miss you.
